It's been long that I haven't been blogging! And reading back my post is so depressing haha!
I am trying to be very happy. I am getting by and it looks brighter. though it's always up and down. Making best with what i have. I feel like running away sometimes. Life seems very awesome and terrible at the same time.
Funny fails from my bucket list..not in order:
Marijuana: My friend found an illegal site of weed growing outskirt. He dodged the watchful eye of the security guarding that place . Stole a bush-full and stored at the back of his car and I took some home. But the worst part.They were fresh plants and didn't know what the hell to do with it. It was rotting on my back balcony finally i threw it away (pigeons were nesting there). Just kept a leave on my charm box as a souvenir. I never would know what is like "feeling high".
LSD: Well my another dope friend decides to get me one blot but i couldn't find time to meet him. Later told me he was so bored at the hotel that he had my share of the blot that was for me. Hilarious! So another failed attempt to get my hands on drugs. I never actually met him...Great!
Other than that I am quitting my job and planning to do my own stuffs for a while. I have been vandalized by stingy people but hey! they are everywhere.
I spoke to my mother and she decides to let me go to do my own thing now. I am still on my own and planning to fend for myself like i always did.
Maybe she saw how miserable I was being pulled by strings or maybe not.
I still haven't made much friends.
Hmmm there is so much to do....might as well start with one and finish it well (not drugs from my list but rather radical thing that will make my life a like colorful).
I am trying to be very happy. I am getting by and it looks brighter. though it's always up and down. Making best with what i have. I feel like running away sometimes. Life seems very awesome and terrible at the same time.
Funny fails from my bucket list..not in order:
Marijuana: My friend found an illegal site of weed growing outskirt. He dodged the watchful eye of the security guarding that place . Stole a bush-full and stored at the back of his car and I took some home. But the worst part.They were fresh plants and didn't know what the hell to do with it. It was rotting on my back balcony finally i threw it away (pigeons were nesting there). Just kept a leave on my charm box as a souvenir. I never would know what is like "feeling high".
LSD: Well my another dope friend decides to get me one blot but i couldn't find time to meet him. Later told me he was so bored at the hotel that he had my share of the blot that was for me. Hilarious! So another failed attempt to get my hands on drugs. I never actually met him...Great!
Other than that I am quitting my job and planning to do my own stuffs for a while. I have been vandalized by stingy people but hey! they are everywhere.
I spoke to my mother and she decides to let me go to do my own thing now. I am still on my own and planning to fend for myself like i always did.
Maybe she saw how miserable I was being pulled by strings or maybe not.
I still haven't made much friends.
Hmmm there is so much to do....might as well start with one and finish it well (not drugs from my list but rather radical thing that will make my life a like colorful).
